change.

to move or not to move? that is the question.

i am leaning more & more to moving. selling the house and being open to what is to come. this year marks 20 years here in December. that's a lifetime of my children, the only home they remember. our memories are in the walls & whisper in the evergreen branches outside my window. right now, it is US. filled with our family and our thoughts our feelings and our secrets. but it's just a place. it is not the people or the memories themselves. we can have that anywhere we all are, and it's okay to yearn for more. it's okay to move on to other things in other places. we just need to release & allow.

release & allow. my new mantra.

there are beautiful glorious exciting joyful things in the unknown. in the new. in the freedom. let's fly ... together.

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watching MJ's memorial on tv this morning. i didn't realize it was today, but i woke up with his songs in my head. one of my usual premonitions of what the day ahead will hold. (i am seriously loving that more & more).

it's amazing how many people gather together for this one man: collective love is a beautiful thing.

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my heart is open. my wings are drying. i'm ready.